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I am SSSSOOOOOOOO sick of being FAT!!! It has haunted me know for 7 years. I was such a twig when I was in high school (the sad thing is, is back then I thought I WAS fat! What an idiot I was!). So the next step is to actually get my but in gear, so that I can finally be the eye "Candi" my hubby would love to see! It is even motivation for having another baby. I told myself after my last pregnancy that ended early, most likely because I was WAY to heavy, that I was not going to have another baby until my body was able to handle it. And so that my psychy could handle it too! (No more looking 9 months pregnant when I'm really only about 5 or 6!! Oh yes, someone really thought I was ready to burst once about 4 months before my duedate!)
So the treck begins. I have started working out at the Student Recreation Center, which I truely hate because there are a TON of 120lb girls that are only like 18 years old running laps around me like I'm an old hag! But I do it anyway, because I am FINALLY determined to loose this freakin weight! I am really trying to eat right, which is hard when your on the run, and crazy busy like I am. Hopefully, it will all start falling into place! (I am taking a nutrition class, and we are required to track our diet, intake, that sort of stuff. So hopefully that helps too!)
I will eventually start posting pictures, but as of today, I know my psychy can't handle that, mostly because I look like a freakin cow (ie, the pitcure above! :) ). So, I will let you picture my 210lb body in your mind, and hopefully by the time I am ready to post some real pictures, I will look TONS better!Wish me luck!
7 comments:
Good luck, you can do it! I just joined the gym too, cause I hate looking like this, and I want to be smaller too before I have another baby! So we can totally motivate each other. Well love ya!
Good for you Candi! It's unbelievable that you thought you were fat in high school! Far from it! Anyway, good luck and we'll look forward to hearing your progress!
Or you can take my route and get prego during the process of attempting to loose weight! Haha!
J/K! Good luck! AND YOU ARE NOT A FAT COW! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!
You can do it Candi! You need a before picture just for yourself. It will make you feel so good. Check this out for some motivation.
http://jamiebangerter.typepad.com/i_exist_to_create/2009/01/take-time-to-celebrate.html
i joined the gym around xmas time. i can't believe what a difference it's made in just that time. i can totally kick my husband's butt all over the place now.
oh, yeah, wait. not really. but whatever. it's fun, and i feel less lazy. so that's good. you're awesome for doing it, especially since i know how busy you are. i can barely even wave to you on your way in and out of the parking lot after school.
"HEY! IT'S CANDI! HEY GIRL, HOW YA...." never mind. she's gone.
Way to go!!! You can do it! I need to jump on that wagon too. I know what you mean about the student rec center. It seems like everyone wears makeup there too!! I never could understand that! Its a pretty nice place though.
You go girl!! I will be there for you 100 %. You are so strong you cowgirl....rememeber you walk through worst...like cow pies and such! Just tell yourself what Darren always says to me when I start talkin' tough...."I'm from the Farm B%#@!....lol"
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