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I am SSSSOOOOOOOO sick of being FAT!!! It has haunted me know for 7 years. I was such a twig when I was in high school (the sad thing is, is back then I thought I WAS fat! What an idiot I was!). So the next step is to actually get my but in gear, so that I can finally be the eye "Candi" my hubby would love to see! It is even motivation for having another baby. I told myself after my last pregnancy that ended early, most likely because I was WAY to heavy, that I was not going to have another baby until my body was able to handle it. And so that my psychy could handle it too! (No more looking 9 months pregnant when I'm really only about 5 or 6!! Oh yes, someone really thought I was ready to burst once about 4 months before my duedate!)
So the treck begins. I have started working out at the Student Recreation Center, which I truely hate because there are a TON of 120lb girls that are only like 18 years old running laps around me like I'm an old hag! But I do it anyway, because I am FINALLY determined to loose this freakin weight! I am really trying to eat right, which is hard when your on the run, and crazy busy like I am. Hopefully, it will all start falling into place! (I am taking a nutrition class, and we are required to track our diet, intake, that sort of stuff. So hopefully that helps too!)
I will eventually start posting pictures, but as of today, I know my psychy can't handle that, mostly because I look like a freakin cow (ie, the pitcure above! :) ). So, I will let you picture my 210lb body in your mind, and hopefully by the time I am ready to post some real pictures, I will look TONS better!Wish me luck!